Three days grace- Just like you

Inget bloggande på ett tag, hehe... Glömde bort bloggen helt enkelt, eheh.
Nej men, de senaste dagarna har det hänt mycket... Igår så åkte jag och min Anton till Överby, han skulle köpa något hemligt ''den stora överraskningen'', vilket jag inte tänker nämna här än förrän tiden är inne!^^
Jag köpte mig kläder för första gången på länge... Nu det senaste har jag lagt ner tusenlappar på musik, musikflaggor och posters, samt mycket filmer. Så har inte köpt kläder på månader... Blev nöjd i alla fall, hihi!^^

 
För en gångs skull så tycker jag själv att jag ser söt ut^^

Jag har i alla fall hårfunderingar, det SKA vara hårförlängning med. Detta har jag kommit fram till:
* Ha kvar det som jag har nu, brunt långt hår.
*Ha kvar det bruna, men färga överhåret ljusbrunt/mörkblont med mörka och blonda slingor i.
* Ha kvar det bruna, men färga svarta inslag i håret.
* Färga håret ljusbrunt, och skaffa röda toppar.

Ångestbeslut!

And there she walks with her long blond hair and the pink school bag on her back
Shes all alone when she sits there on the bench with the basket boll in her hands 
She fells invisible 
So invisible

She always want to scream out loud, scream so everyone can see her
She always want to make some noise, so she can hear the teachers voice when they are calling her name
But that isn't so easy when she don't have a friend, who can be there and just holding her hand

Is time for class and she walks with insecure and fear in her body
But that isn't so strange when they putts her into the wall when she tries to pass by
Why can't anyone see her, why can't anyone hear her?
She feels Invisible
So invisible 

She always want to scream out loud, scream so everyone can see her
She always want to make some noise, so she can hear the teachers voice when they are calling her name
But that isn't so easy when she don't have a friend, who can be there and just holding her hand

Help me
(I just want to lose control)
Hear me
(I just want so scream)
See me
(I just want to make some noise)

But that isn't so easy when she don't have a friend, who can be there and just holding her hand
 

Every girl wants a childhood filled with love, happiness, and fairy tales
A dad that calls you hes little princess, well isn't that obvious? 
In my fairy tale, i played hide and seek with my father
everytime when it was my time to seek, I couldn't find him
Laughing and running around and looking, around every corner, and under every rock that i could find
I stopped when i realized that i wasn't even on his mind

Everytime i played hide and seek with you i was afraid to close my eyes
Cause every time i did, i knew that you wouldn't be here, or there
Did you know that what you left behind your back, was your daughter who never wanted anything but her father back

With a love that felt so deep and strong
And it felt like we could moving on alone
But when time passed by
I could see your true colours coming up beside

Tear me up or tear me down, like a doll made of paper
It was never the right time for me to say that i had enough
Because everytime i tried to say no
All you did was to scream and lose control
Made me scared, made me speechless
Everytime I tried to show what I felt, you just ignored the fact that was so obvious and clear, everybody could see that i was livin in a world with fear

That closeness and love that i felt is gone since a long time ago
And all my love, caring and hoping was throwing into a trashcan just a moment ago
Did you ever know that you once were my hero, who saved me?
Do you know that you became the thief who stole my sleep and my tears?

I dont think so cause
Everytime i tried to explain, you throw my tears and my feeling into a ocean full of insecure fear
Made me speechless, made me scared
Everytime i tried to make you see, that this in not the way it is suppose to be
You just screamed and make me feel, that i was nothing but a soul in a lost sea

With months passing by, and with the body of my own, who keeped me upp from falling down
I realised that this was not going to end up well
But just before i was going to give my best and last to save us
My heart and my soul
You ended up the whole thing, you throwed everything that was us in a big black hole

Tear me up or tear me down, like a doll made of paper
You will never succeed, cause inside im made of steel